Monday, November 22, 2010

oh, happy days (revived)

These past three months have been so hard.
on my family,
on my friends,
and on me.

That's all I put now it's continued..

In the beginning of november, my grandfather was taken to the hospital ( a horrible one i might add) and had to have surgery then his dementia kicked in. He came home but he was so confused that he didn't know who me, my mother and my brothers were. It was sad to see him go but we knew that it was best because this busy family was trying so much and it didn't succeed. He went in and out of the hospital due to falling, breathing..we knew his condition was getting bad..finally on the day of new years eve, he passed on.

It was heartbreaking..It was sad, fearful, all the negative emotions for me. My grandpa was like my second father..he's been in my life for as long as i can remember and he'll always be in my 92 he lived a long great life and that's all i can do for now..he's in a better place not suffering..I keep moving..i went back to school recently and enrolled in an english class

I think i'm going to write the essays for my class on here..just for practice you know? Aside from that saturday morning hell, my weeks are filled with work..its crazy how much i hate work, but am blessed to have a job and have a paycheck :)